live. love. laugh.

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to have his arms around me even for a second is the best feeling ever. i just want it back forever. <3

I have never been this hurt. I have never cried this much over someone. I can’t just let go. Everyone needs happiness and if i’m not making you happy I have to be able to let go but I can’t help but think that I should be fighting for you. When you love someone, you don’t give up on them you stay right by their side. The pain to feel when I’m crying next to you and you  can sleep right through it. You don’t hug me and apologize for the pain I’m in and all I can think is that it’s my fault. The pain I feel when I look in the mirror and see my face blotchy and red from crying so much. The look I have never seen in the last 19 years is the worst feeling ever to think I would let someone get that close to me and make me that vulnerable. All I want is you back in my arms happy. I want the smiles that we fell in love with each other for back. The tears that we hate seeing from one another gone. The feeling in my stomach that I can’t eat or sleep or do anything without you on mind.Looking at our pictures, reading my valentine’s note and card, boxing up my ring and necklace, preparing myself to move and never be with you, having to leave for days because i just want to cry when I see your handsome face, or to see that smile on your face and know that I couldn’t give you that anymore is the worst feeling ever.  I want the love of my life back. I want happiness back. I want to just say I love you and hold you and cry and kiss you and not take advantage of another second with you. I just want my baby back. <3

You make me wish i could let you go and never go back. You make me sick. I just want to scream at you. I want to you to feel how i feel just for once but i can’t make that happen because you just simply don’t care.

thinner-boned:

lovejellybubblez:

I wanna be skinny like my friends…

Queued ☾

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kristiebeth:

jaymijollyolly:

drunkensummer-kites:

kristiebeth:

Guys, it’s almost that time of year again.

Ugh. Worse day of the year. Singles Awareness Day.

I love my dog, he’s my valentine lol

Singles unite 🙌

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Nothing can be done except say goodbye to our friendship.

Looking back at pictures i see a couple that had wonderful times together. That laughed. That didn’t like to go to bed mad. That loved to cuddle any time of the day. Now i see a couple that is struggling to be happy for one day. That can’t go one day without a fight. That feel constantly irritated with each other. Is our love gone? my eyes want to water every time we fight. My heart hurts whenever i think about losing you but my heart can’t take feeling this way anymore.